I Am Petrified.

Tomorrow I am going to a leadership conference

Things are great.

However, I am petrified.

I am not scared of meeting friends.

I am not scared of messing up.

I am not scared of not learning.

I am scared of danger.

Am I the only one?

Being a room with many people is stressful enough.

Being in the town that just a had purge is stressful enough.

The possibility of danger is great. 

What if I do get out? 

Am I overreacting? 

Am I underestimating the potential of danger?

My mind is pounding as much as my anxious heart.

I want to throw up.

I don’t want to go.

What if everything is alright?

What if my anxieties aren’t real?

Wait…anxiety is always real.

Maybe this is just fear trying to control me.

I won’t let it. 

I will win.

But if I die or get hurt,

Is it worth it?

Is anything worth it anymore? 

porch:

best insult ever

porch:

best insult ever

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perel:

you got it dude!!!

perel:

you got it dude!!!

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sansastark:

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well i think that deserves a two hour break

(via pizza)

tastefullyoffensive:

This elephant has a cat on its butt. [x]

tastefullyoffensive:

This elephant has a cat on its butt. [x]

(via dutchster)

gaydirectioner:

Freshman year:

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Senior Year:

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(via pizza)

lexiesloan:

tv shows are fictional but the pain is real

(via laugh-til-ya-fart)

jerkidiot:

yeah…im tough….i’ve got some scars…..*shows u my belly button* this one i got from being in the womb for 9 months….had to remove my umbilical cord…rough times but im still standing…

(via pizza)